Happy Fucking Holidays

I am sorry I am just not in the holiday spirit. My little brother just came in to town and already he's driving me FA King nuts. (Note to self teach a voice recognition how to cuss). Anyway me and little brother are going to head down to mom and dads I guess Friday night. hell I don't know maybe Saturday morning. I think mom will really want us to be there before Christmas Day. Normally I would drive but it's freezing rain and driving 150 miles which freezing rain really isn't anything I would want to do so I think I'm gonna buy me and brother plane tickets and leave Friday night.

I have purchased absolutely zero presents. So it looks like G-Daddy is going to be the madman shopping tomorrow gross. I need to figure out something for the boyz that is it I'm not buying anything else. OK, mom and dad because they just brought a new house. But that is it I'm thinking for the boys $50.00 gift certificates to the Banana Republic. I also need to get my crew at work something. I'm of thinking the quick trip to the liquor store by everybody a nice bottle of wine.

OK so what is the deal with LaRhinda? Nothing been kinda distant, so I've been letting that relationship settle.

My Lil Corporate Chronicles

OK showing real defiance today. Walked in at noon and the big boss was in town. Real bad example. I also was passed over for principal. so I'm not sure I'm willing to stay with the firm. however showing up that noon like a bad ass on Friday doesn't look that good so I don't have much to argue about. This year's bonus was also less than last year's that's, disturbing because we made more profit than last year . There used to be a bonus and then there was a senior associate not sure the revenues but it doesn't look like to there's going to be a second dispersion checks that sucks also I'm thinking that this might be the time to exit, cash in my deferred compensation and start my own business. the problem is I have signed a non-compete clause therefore I may have to relocate. There's no problem with that. However I think I'm done with engineering design and I really wanna get into WVO and biodiesel. more on that later in fact I think I was starting to train as the WVO King

LaRhinda

Did it this time. that is one hell of a woman more HP than I can keep up with but what the hell I'm on the field so I'll try to hang with the gal. Spent all of last night hanging curtains, mirrors and pictures, for god sakes. Needless to say the Susan thing is on really shaky ground but please G-Daddy don't need to hang with a woman that old with a 2 yo and not be in love. Agreed, I should treat my rejections better. I got the turned cheek kiss tonight after the movie. sigh... You would think life should be getting easier. NOT

LaRhinda

What tha Fuck?

I don't know what to do bout LaRhinda. I feel myself getting sprung on her. Which is crazy, she has a drug problem. Trim, nice intelligent, but I can't do Coke. Christ. I just spent the whole day with that woman. Ok it is cool so far but I have a problem. I fall for damsells in distress. I have to help them and I see that happening again. Even more stupid she has this bad ass BF in jail for DV. Uh yeah that is stupid. OK OK there is more history. We have crossing paths (rehab sessions with Mia, that is another story). Also we have some past real dirty/sleazy history so why are we here now. God tends to throw ppl back into your life for a reason, what it is this time I don't know?