Some random stuff

Today was rather interesting, I had a good conversation with my ex-wife. Unbelievable it is amazing how sending your firstborn to college allows one to talk with someone you hate. yeah the dude is outta here tomorrow. translation my empty nest party is bout to happen baby. What else, the power was out when I got home weird weather that it is 40° outside in Anchorage Alaska in January. It takes some pretty stupid assholes not to believe in global warming. I fired up the generator "Let there be Light" I was God for a short period of time. Haven't used that thing since Y2K. See what happens when nerds get old, no xfer switch so I backfed through the HBO. kickin..OK I have procrastinated long enough, it is time to get the WVO project off the ground. I need to make sure I don't get into the retentive crap that always boggs me down. Step number one is the feed stock survey. Calling places from used oils. More on that later. The word for 2005 WVO and my diesel VW Passat.

My Lil Corporate Chronicles

OK , here is the 2005 update on my career. Well , I was not offered enough shares to become a principal I will be about 75 shares shy. Also the end of year bonus was not enough money to pay off my debts and jump ship . Alas it looks like I'm hanging around this job for another year. As I said earlier we have a COO , and we're about to reorganize the department. That's going cruel but the outcome is going to be a little bit more work and I'm not quite sure it solves anything it just looks good on paper and kind of to makes choices that were difficult to do. The political hot spot is what to do with the old department head, I think I have successfully stayed a step back and strengthened my position as the number two person in the department. I have also cemented my position as the person that is in charge of all of the mechanical designed projects originate in the Fairbanks office. I still need to do some work in developing a true self sufficient mechanical department in Fairbanks but, perhaps that'll be perfect for this next year . The G-Daddy. 2005 corporate project

LaRhinda

Kind of lame because I don't think anyone cares, haven't had anybody, read or comment on this site, but yet again I haven't told anybody about it either.

After Christmas took LaRhinda and her boss out for dinner. It was a good time however, we had too many glasses of wine. After dinner we ditched her boss and went dancing at Blues Central. That was cool to but later she wanted to pick up some dope, so I dropped her off at a Spenard trailer and she was gone running for about three days. Her boss called me looking for her he was unhappy there. This is truly penis thinking on my part and it is nice to offer friendship to cool people, but when the demon takes over she can't control it. Old rule, I know it well, users use, players play. Simple as that. A wolf will act like a wolf when he is surrounded by a herd of sheep.

Happy Fucking Holidays

I am sorry I am just not in the holiday spirit. My little brother just came in to town and already he's driving me FA King nuts. (Note to self teach a voice recognition how to cuss). Anyway me and little brother are going to head down to mom and dads I guess Friday night. hell I don't know maybe Saturday morning. I think mom will really want us to be there before Christmas Day. Normally I would drive but it's freezing rain and driving 150 miles which freezing rain really isn't anything I would want to do so I think I'm gonna buy me and brother plane tickets and leave Friday night.

I have purchased absolutely zero presents. So it looks like G-Daddy is going to be the madman shopping tomorrow gross. I need to figure out something for the boyz that is it I'm not buying anything else. OK, mom and dad because they just brought a new house. But that is it I'm thinking for the boys $50.00 gift certificates to the Banana Republic. I also need to get my crew at work something. I'm of thinking the quick trip to the liquor store by everybody a nice bottle of wine.

OK so what is the deal with LaRhinda? Nothing been kinda distant, so I've been letting that relationship settle.

My Lil Corporate Chronicles

OK showing real defiance today. Walked in at noon and the big boss was in town. Real bad example. I also was passed over for principal. so I'm not sure I'm willing to stay with the firm. however showing up that noon like a bad ass on Friday doesn't look that good so I don't have much to argue about. This year's bonus was also less than last year's that's, disturbing because we made more profit than last year . There used to be a bonus and then there was a senior associate not sure the revenues but it doesn't look like to there's going to be a second dispersion checks that sucks also I'm thinking that this might be the time to exit, cash in my deferred compensation and start my own business. the problem is I have signed a non-compete clause therefore I may have to relocate. There's no problem with that. However I think I'm done with engineering design and I really wanna get into WVO and biodiesel. more on that later in fact I think I was starting to train as the WVO King

LaRhinda

Did it this time. that is one hell of a woman more HP than I can keep up with but what the hell I'm on the field so I'll try to hang with the gal. Spent all of last night hanging curtains, mirrors and pictures, for god sakes. Needless to say the Susan thing is on really shaky ground but please G-Daddy don't need to hang with a woman that old with a 2 yo and not be in love. Agreed, I should treat my rejections better. I got the turned cheek kiss tonight after the movie. sigh... You would think life should be getting easier. NOT

LaRhinda

What tha Fuck?

I don't know what to do bout LaRhinda. I feel myself getting sprung on her. Which is crazy, she has a drug problem. Trim, nice intelligent, but I can't do Coke. Christ. I just spent the whole day with that woman. Ok it is cool so far but I have a problem. I fall for damsells in distress. I have to help them and I see that happening again. Even more stupid she has this bad ass BF in jail for DV. Uh yeah that is stupid. OK OK there is more history. We have crossing paths (rehab sessions with Mia, that is another story). Also we have some past real dirty/sleazy history so why are we here now. God tends to throw ppl back into your life for a reason, what it is this time I don't know?